I am starting over; I am going to be new. I do not want to be my old self. I want to be a new creation . . . again. I do not want to be this person. Understand this, I am going to be me still; however, I am just going to be an improved self.
'How do I start over?' I find myself thinking.. Well, I guess it is time to start from the beginning. I need a good scrubbing and a new path. I am ready for a change.
I feel that it is time to push myself farther into . . . into something better for me. I do not know where I am headed, but I know God will show me. Which reminds me, God -I believe- is pushing me in the direction of a fast. I mean, fasting is like a shortcut to God! Why not do it?! I am really excited for this, and I am ready for it. Global Bride-Groom Fast, here I come!
Ha, I remember sitting in the attic talking about fasting and God in general for hours during mission cleveland. I like that I can actually have a conversation with you that doesn't involve texting or any of that other crap we're supposed to talk about. That's a good memory.
ReplyDeleteAww. I remember that as well. It was a good three days. (:
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