I've Been Thinking . . .

I've been thinking . . . what is the purpose of my blog? Why am I writing?

I suppose I just want to talk about Jesus. I want someone to come across this, read it, and digest what I have to say- or more so, write.

If I can reach someone just by blogging, that's fantastic. I love glorifying Jesus. And if it be via blogging or texting or skype or whatever, then so be it!

Jesus -the lover of my soul- will never let me go. So so true. He is literally my best friend. This blog, I suppose, is where I will just "vent" everything. I don't know . . .

This specific blog really has no flow- but bear with me.

I've gone through loss after loss. I'm open to talk about it. I don't mind. Losing my best friend/boy friend was not easy. But with Jesus' help, I let go. It was the best thing that ever happened to me (letting go). I couldn't be happier. I am so much more focused on Jesus now that I don't have (not to be offending) a distraction, such as a boyfriend. Although, I do want to point out that my boy friend and I were (well, at least I know I was) putting God first in the relationship, just to make myself clear. But anyways, I now have the freedom to just be with only God. Just Him and myself. I can use this whole relationship as something to benefit myself with. I can use it to look back and say,"oh, I don't want to do that again" etc., etc.

I don't really know what I'm getting at. All in all: I love Jesus, I'm ready to serve Him over and over, and I am so excited for the next fast.

By the way! I love fasting. It is seriously a short cut to God. I fast to depend on God and trust Him. I get to know Him way more deeply via fasting than pretty much anything else. It's refreshing too- since you're kinda cleaning out your system from not eating. It is just awesome. I might just fast again regardless of the GBF (global-bridegroom-fast; google it or look at a former post I have).

WOOO! I'm so excited to live for Christ. How exciting is it to say that YOU have ETERNAL life with Jesus? For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. (Philippians 1:21)